tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452859810437519471.post3436547485957997047..comments2023-10-17T09:23:49.940+01:00Comments on Inside the Bipolar Mind: First Time for EverythingMaasiyathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12335479646687529836noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452859810437519471.post-88891855816088201952011-04-08T15:38:52.657+01:002011-04-08T15:38:52.657+01:00Yep, when a control freak realizes they don;t have...Yep, when a control freak realizes they don;t have control, bad things happen.<br /><br />I like how you know the problem, so to speak. Good post.Lancehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02421199592104616785noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452859810437519471.post-39385725795670568962011-04-07T15:01:31.708+01:002011-04-07T15:01:31.708+01:00A rational reason? No not really. More of a contro...A rational reason? No not really. More of a control issue and I wasn't in "control" of the situation. Usually whenever this rage appears it ends in one of those "you hate me, you don't love me, i want a divorce" arguments. I know I can't keep saying that even though I don't mean it because one day he will say ok let's get a divorce so the fact I didn't argue this time and raise all kinds of hell because it is out of my control and I am not the one making the decisions is HUGE.Maasiyathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12335479646687529836noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452859810437519471.post-18522068818084714852011-04-07T13:18:21.754+01:002011-04-07T13:18:21.754+01:00Was there a reason you got so angry?
I completel...Was there a reason you got so angry? <br /><br />I completely relate to this though. That feeling of uncontrollable anger. I'm much better equipped to deal with the irrational thoughts now. Outwardly at least. But it did take a long time to reach and remember that place. <br /><br />I'm happy for you for finding some control. It's not easy.Havenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06219816721347558501noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452859810437519471.post-89609004020815164562011-04-07T06:12:26.343+01:002011-04-07T06:12:26.343+01:00No, it just took me 20+ years and losing my kids. ...No, it just took me 20+ years and losing my kids. Not really inspirational when you look at the picture as a whole.Maasiyathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12335479646687529836noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452859810437519471.post-37327928708825417872011-04-07T04:57:56.792+01:002011-04-07T04:57:56.792+01:00I wish it hadn't taken me 25 years and enough ...I wish it hadn't taken me 25 years and enough antipsychotics to kill a team of marine snipers to learn that. You're truly an inspiration, darlin.The Little Penmark Girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00209359972463349059noreply@blogger.com