What happens when you have amanic moment and are unable to express yourself with words? Or what happens if every word you is twisted to suit the views of another? Or what happens when you feel yourself falling and spinning out of control? What happens when your mind is unable to cope with the chaos that is surrounding you?
What do you do?
You pick up the water glass sitting in front of you and smash your head with it until it shatters and thereby cuttung your head and hand so badly it'll take 3 hrs,several blood soaked bandages and a lot of compression to make the bleeding stop. you'll need stitches but won't go get them because you won't want to explain what happened instead you'll spend 45 mins typing a blog with 1 finger.
this ends today's episode of "INSIDE THE BIPOLAR MIND"
What do you do?
You pick up the water glass sitting in front of you and smash your head with it until it shatters and thereby cuttung your head and hand so badly it'll take 3 hrs,several blood soaked bandages and a lot of compression to make the bleeding stop. you'll need stitches but won't go get them because you won't want to explain what happened instead you'll spend 45 mins typing a blog with 1 finger.
this ends today's episode of "INSIDE THE BIPOLAR MIND"
4 comments:
I get drunk . Not very good. Then I spew like a broken sewer pipe . Then I'm fine the next day. I really hope you didn't hurt yourself that bad. Thinking of you , be gentle with yourself.
ok, so the obvious question, are you ok?
Oh no. That's when I come up with a suitable excuse for an accident and take myself to the ER. Which I've had to do before. ::hugs::
I hope you're okay. I have felt exactly the way you described many times in my life, mostly when I was in an abusive relationship and felt powerless. I sometimes hurt myself, too out of what felt like complete frustration. It's been awhile since I've lost control like that.
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