Signs It's Easing Up

This morning I showered, shaved, brushed my teeth AND hair. This is how when I'm almost through the panic. When I know it's almost over. When I care enough to do more than squirt a little toothpaste on my finger or realize putting my hair in a bun does not equal brushing. When the stubble irritates me so much I finally have no choice, I either shave or scream. This is how I know it's about to subside. This is how I know to hold on just a little while longer. To ignore the die bitch die emails, to ignore the things that are adding to my panic. Hold on it's almost over.