We do for others because we don't know how to do for ourselves. We do for others because we feel it is the only way to make up for the damage we feel our craziness is doing to society. We do for others because it makes us feel good when nothing else in the whole world does, not even pills. We stay quiet and sit in the corner because others seem so much more needy. We require so little, you and I. A fact which does not sit well with others who would label us as too much to handle. When in truth, all those such as us really need is a bit of understanding, a bit of reciprocation, maybe a touch on the cheek once in a while and a sly wink. The rest of the world is needy. I'd rather be crazy. ~~Aimee

Sunday, 21 August 2011

Blood Spatter

What happens when you have amanic moment and are unable to express yourself with words? Or what happens if every word you is twisted to suit the views of another? Or what happens when you feel yourself falling and spinning out of control? What happens when your mind is unable to cope with the chaos that is surrounding you?

What do you do?

You pick up the water glass sitting in front of you and smash your head with it until it shatters and thereby cuttung your head and hand so badly it'll take 3 hrs,several blood soaked bandages and a lot of compression to make the bleeding stop. you'll need stitches but won't go get them because you won't want to explain what happened instead you'll spend 45 mins typing a blog with 1 finger.

this ends today's episode of "INSIDE THE BIPOLAR MIND"

4 comments:

Kristy said...

I get drunk . Not very good. Then I spew like a broken sewer pipe . Then I'm fine the next day. I really hope you didn't hurt yourself that bad. Thinking of you , be gentle with yourself.

The Bipolar Diva said...

ok, so the obvious question, are you ok?

Haven said...

Oh no. That's when I come up with a suitable excuse for an accident and take myself to the ER. Which I've had to do before. ::hugs::

perfectdrug.org said...

I hope you're okay. I have felt exactly the way you described many times in my life, mostly when I was in an abusive relationship and felt powerless. I sometimes hurt myself, too out of what felt like complete frustration. It's been awhile since I've lost control like that.

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