Life seems to throw curve balls from every direction, but this one just I don't even know how to process. An extremely close friend of Jigger's just died. As in Jigger just got the phone call about an hour before I started writing this. He immediately left to go to his friend's house. He was shaking when he left. It's a complete and total shock. The friend was in his 30's so to die from a sudden heart attack was totally unexpected.
Jigger was devastated. He most likely will be gone until tomorrow after the funeral. I don't even know how to process it. There is so much shit going on between Jigger and me and it all seems so silly and petty now. Jigger and I are the same age as his friend. It makes me think what if tomorrow I woke up and Jigger wasn't here. How would I function? I'm not quite sure.
All I know is for the next days/weeks/months I've got to hold my shit together. For him. This will rock Jigger's world. It will take him a long time to get over this. Actually he'll never really get over it but he'll get past it.