We do for others because we don't know how to do for ourselves. We do for others because we feel it is the only way to make up for the damage we feel our craziness is doing to society. We do for others because it makes us feel good when nothing else in the whole world does, not even pills. We stay quiet and sit in the corner because others seem so much more needy. We require so little, you and I. A fact which does not sit well with others who would label us as too much to handle. When in truth, all those such as us really need is a bit of understanding, a bit of reciprocation, maybe a touch on the cheek once in a while and a sly wink. The rest of the world is needy. I'd rather be crazy. ~~Aimee

Sunday, 20 November 2011


So Jigger surprised me today with a very nice dinner out and a new coat for our anniversary. If you knew Jigger you would then be able to fully appreciate the level of surprise involved. I really hope our next year is less chaotic than our last few years. I also hope that we are able to move. I am 100% certain 99.9% of our issues would disappear if we could ever just move. Environment is a major trigger for me and my current environment is less than ideal. 

I honestly don't know what is going to happen in the future and I'm trying very hard to not worry about it. To just let be whatever will be and try to work with it, but for a control freak, that is a very difficult thing to do. 

Tonight we'll be having cake to celebrate. It's the little things that matter.

1 comment:

Haven said...

Happy Anniversary! I know exactly what you mean about environment. It's so important to be in a good, healthy environment. I hope you can find a place of your own.


Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...