I HATE when people say this. It pisses me off to no ends. Because you know what? I'm fucking BIPOLAR. Not just normal catherine zeta jones take a weekend off and everything's all fine again bipolar. I'm more of the Sybil boil your bunny on the stove bipolar. And you know what this will LAST FOREVER. Bipolar is not curable. It is managable to a certain extent if the person WANTS to manage it and I do want to manage it and I manage it and my life actually quite a lot better than most fucking sane people do.
I work my ass off. I support my family. I put up with shit that most normal sane people would not be able to put up with, but I deal with it. And fuck you and everyone like you for saying such idiotic comments when you don't know jack shit about me and I never asked you for your opinions.
When you live inside of a bipolar mind, one of the best things to do to get the shit out of your brain is to vomit it out and I do that here on my blog. I vomit out the shit so that I can function and manage. I put all of the shit here instead of in my life. I say here the things I can't/shouldn't say because I"m in a moment of no control so I say them here and get it out so that I can think clearly and act with a clear mind. So that I can make reasonable clear headed decisions instead of fucked up decisions that are totally NOT in my best interest. I don't come here to hear your pathetic attempts at "advice" because obviously you know jack shit about what it's like to live with a brain that makes no fucking sense half of the time.
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You say what you need to when ever you need to. I don't comment often, I have no idea what you go through so I don't presume to offer any advice. I do however send you hugs and support you quietly.
Diva, great thing about anonymity we can say what we want huh?
Mynx, sweetheart, this was so NOT directed towards you or people like you. I appreciate your reading and understanding and supporting in a way that is truly helpful. Majority of my rants are just necessary to clear my mind and get the crud out but a lot of people don't understand that. I wish more were like you.
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